Feelings
✨ I will be your friend,PM ✨
✨ I will be your friend,PM ✨
My mother is in everything that I am
Her voice is what everyone hears
Her face is the first thing that I see in the mirror
Everyone knows that I am my mother’s daughter
I will never be free from her
They will never know the pain of another’s voice clawing out of your mouth
Or how frightening it is to see someone else’s reflection instead of your own
If only no one knew me as my mother’s daughter
If only I could be free of this curse
I will always be my mother’s daughter
she’s probably having a bad day.. buy her flowers & cash app her $100 rn
(via mistress-bunn)
I’ll forever be the person who says “It’s okay, I understand” even when my heart is literally shattering.
Now I’m questioning if I want to get married and have kids…what if history repeats itself…
I’ll never forget when you looked me in the eyes and asked me if I was going to be like her.
I come from a long line of people who should not have had children but did anyway
The mere mention of you being angry sends a cold spike of dread through my gut and my limbs go numb I’m afraid I’m afraid I’m afraid and my brain is screaming danger at me like I’m an animal
Point your anger somewhere else anywhere else just not at me I’m already walking thin ice as it is, I don’t need more
I’m fighting the urge to rip off my skin and burrow into the walls to hide from a monster, I can hear it coming, but the thing that walks into the room is just my mother.